his words hang in the silence between them, the revelation that satoru still wants to be considered his even after everything he's done, all the chaos and pain and death he's brought. his heart skips a beat when their fingers twine, the edges of warmth that keep him anchored where he is, steady against the darkness of spiraling thoughts.
suguru looks at him, sensing satoru's quiet understanding. they're rebuilding their connection, little by little -- and as it usually does with second chances, so much of it is difficult, and so much of it is ultimately worth doing.
here, they discover something new, they talk about things they've never said to each other when they were so, so young and flush with the illusion that they had all the time in the world. now, tempered by loss and heartbreak, they know better. ]
You're too much of a pain in my ass to mean nothing to me.
[ suguru manages with a small smile, leaning in to press his forehead to his despite his sass. his tone is gentle, and he squeezes his fingers. he remembers the last words satoru has ever said to him, and makes a soft noise. it's his turn now, is it? ]
AJKSHDHFG YOU'RE FIERCE I LOVE IT
Date: 2023-03-29 02:32 am (UTC)his words hang in the silence between them, the revelation that satoru still wants to be considered his even after everything he's done, all the chaos and pain and death he's brought. his heart skips a beat when their fingers twine, the edges of warmth that keep him anchored where he is, steady against the darkness of spiraling thoughts.
suguru looks at him, sensing satoru's quiet understanding. they're rebuilding their connection, little by little -- and as it usually does with second chances, so much of it is difficult, and so much of it is ultimately worth doing.
here, they discover something new, they talk about things they've never said to each other when they were so, so young and flush with the illusion that they had all the time in the world. now, tempered by loss and heartbreak, they know better. ]
You're too much of a pain in my ass to mean nothing to me.
[ suguru manages with a small smile, leaning in to press his forehead to his despite his sass. his tone is gentle, and he squeezes his fingers. he remembers the last words satoru has ever said to him, and makes a soft noise. it's his turn now, is it? ]
...you're my one and only best friend.